When its time to move beyONd...

Its been a long time without any new posts.... Sorry about that!

Recent events in life have left me realizing that I am spending way to much of my time, and energy involved in somethings that are not going anywhere. We often hear the phrase "its time to move on"...

I would like to think that my months of effort, dedication, and hard work will not be lost. But rather, they can be taken on by someone else, who is ready for them. I dont want them to go away, its just time for me to move "beyond" them.

Its hard when you put your heart into something, giving it 110%, and just "knowing" it is going to work... And then you start to see it crumble. People start making decisions about things that they dont understand, and you cant stop them.

People create lies, when the truth would have served them better.
Then their people you have proven time, and time again that you can be trusted, and will give it your all, begin to waiver from your advice.

For weeks I have been trowing my hands in the air, and reminding myself "this isnt my problem to fix" but then I remember all the effort I have given to the cause. My countless hours of unpaid time, my unsolicited analysis of every turn thats been made, and even sticking my neck out by speaking out against decisions being made.

For me, for now, it is time to move beyond....

Where is beyond?

Well thats to be discovered, (or disclosed at a later time ;)
I hope that beyond is really, the last stop.
That it will be the place that finally gets me what I want in life.
My beyond will be full of what makes me smile.
Beyond will be a place where I can give 110% everyday, and still feel full of life.

A place where giving it all, doesn't mean leaving with nothing.

If you need me... look somewhere beyond the rainbow! :)


Well that felt nice... I should get back to writing more.